With only 13 days until school is over, I can’t help but feel anxious! I don’t think I’ve had a really difficult year or anything, but I’m eager to start sleeping in late and staying up until the wee hours of the morning. Plus I’m looking forward to hanging out with my pals non-stop and (of course) getting many, many hours of ZB and IF time in as well. I feel like I really haven’t been on a whole lot lately. I can blame most of that on the show I was just in, but with exams and such rolling around…woosh. It’s just a lot to take in. It feels like I wake up, go to school, come home for an hour, go to work, come home, hop online for an hour to get some stuff done and then it’s off to bed to repeat the cycle.
I have one more year of highschool left, but I doubt it’s going to be much to sneeze at. I have a 2-credit co-op course at my own highschool where I’ll get to be a drama teacher. That should be quite fun. Other than that I believe I have one English credit to get and that’s it. Then I can graduate and focus on the next stages of my life. I’m still on the fence about whether I should get into the arts, or focus more on my computer studies. Hard to say at this point…it really is. Every person has something they’re good at above everything else. I’m fortunate enough to know that my strength is on the stage. It’s really hard when someone comes up to you and says “You definitely need to pursue this in life.” It’s so much easier to say “do this” or “do that”, but it’s hard to get into something like acting. If you don’t know the right people, or you don’t have the right look you can pretty much forget about living the life of an actor. I often wonder if I have the guts to pursue that lifestyle. *sigh*